Highlander and I had a talk today. After two weeks of awkwardness we have decided to move on. Well, I was still for working things out, but he's done some soul searching and some praying and he feels that it is wrong to continue because its not right and it would be dishonest to lead me on. Which I kind of knew would happen. He was not invested in the relationship like I was and the Lord has been preparing me for the breakup. He (the Lord) told me to just 'let him go'. So I did. You can't make someone choose something they don't want.
The good news though is that I am moving back to Utah! Highlander was really the only reason I was staying in CA; I couldn't get a job and the cost of living was making things really difficult for me. So now that that is gone, I can move back with a light heart and hopefully find some joy again. I don't really enjoy living in California. Now its just figuring out the logistics of moving back.
Yes, I am insane. I would like it to calm down a bit, but it never seems to.
Onward and upward!!
5 comments:
When are you moving? I love you.
Probably in about three weeks. I love you too!
that is great you are moving back to utah - altho i have 1 piece of advice - probably move back there to your own place, with roommates and other singles! love you! do you have a place lined up?
Sorry to hear that. Break ups are the worst, no matter what. But yay for moving back to Utah! I'll be there visiting at the end of August, maybe we can get together!
You are so positive! I can't believe you!
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